Too good to be true.
Everything comes to an end. Please do not ever take your moods and on-going feeling as the ending of a story. People come, people go. Never expect that there will be an end for this process. But yeah, kinda expected in a way. Maybe I'm just not suitable to be too good with anyone. I'm a person who has full of confidence at least not to be defeated by the distancing or any external forces which not under my control. I'm glad that I am strong and alert enough to be aware on everything. We did not lie, I did not run away, faced it, ended it. That's it. Maybe I am just too real for the world, and too fake for us. The expectation really made me down. Distance does its job, in keeping our relationship good. Distance did its job, in kept us apart. I sometimes hope the intuition does not work out by itself. But well, it made me believed and the truth is cruel but still bearable. Being distanced is kind of hard feeling...
