When Life Let You Down.

No one is the one that will go through everything with you throughout your whole life,

not your parents,

not your soul mate,

not you bestie,

only yourself.

The one who need to take care the most and do not fail to surprise with.

I have been taking friends so hard,

until the point that I told myself it's not worth,

and not only once.

I have been caring my parents' feeling so much,

until I realized it's not about how much you do,

it's eventually about how much you learn to let go. 

I have been taking my work so seriously,

until I persuade myself to learn new things,

to adapt new work and new environment,

till the point of I realized which I could easily be replaced. 

BUT

I will never be the only one.

I know everybody in their life is facing and encountering different kinds of setback,

Complaint...

Disappointment...

Struggling...

Frustrating...

Everybody is having various kind of low fever in entire life,

Definitely you are grumbling why you,

Why this thing happen just on you between of millions people?

Why the God chose you instead of others?

Cause you deserve the wonderful outcome after it!

You have to keep reminding yourself,

it will come, it will definitely come after you when you have got through what you have to! 

Maybe it's really the first time feeling that depressed why everything just not going by it's flow,

Maybe.. it is. 

Despite you have not realize the way that presented to you might be the way hard for you to swallow. 

Not to deny, you are learning something from the lesson. 

Not only knowledge on the paperwork,

It's the tenacity in you it does! 

Thanks to myself that never let go easily no matter how hard it is!