Just be who you wish to be...

It's hard to become who you want to be
It's not easy to achieve what you want
But this is always the process which we need to go through before we become somebody

As a normal human being,
I have friends, different types of friends,
Different bunch of friends bring me various experiences and memories.
I'm open minded
I don't really attach to friends too much
But I'm taking good friends so hard
It might be the reason of I'm letting go so difficult right now.

I'm trying not to care
I'm trying not to take it on myself
But I know it failed
I know in depth of my heart
I'm hoping something
I'm hoping everything is fake
Everything is not what I've heard

裂痕出现了就是出现了
它不会不见

I should be grateful that it appear right now
Instead of 10 years later
I'm still a tough person as I know myself now.
But after 10 years,
I might get depressed and it will be way more harder for me to let go.

Thankful to those who given me so much of heart attack.

It makes me getting stronger.