There is no ending...

I hope you two can see this...

Both of you are closed to me,
I always admit that you to are the one who willing to learn and 
kind of mature a bit compare to the rest,
Please do not let the wrong move affect the relationship between both of you. 

I did not expect myself to become like Einstein or Shakespeare
who can influence one's life. 
However I really do hope that both of you can stay whoever you are like 2 years back. 
The one who just came in college for study and friends. 
The one who just came in for more experience and knowledge to go. 
The one who love to joke around and no ill feeling between each other. 
It's really not worth to lose a good friend just because of the ending didn't turn up like what you thought. 

I don't know how should I inform both of you about this,
I don't know how should I act like nothing is going to happen between this. 
I don't know... 

Not only you two,
to all f you,
who i know since you guys joined with me. 
As a study partner,
as a friend,
as a soulmate for the rest of my life,
please please please,
take good care of every relationship we managed to build in this time. 
No one will be willing to drive for 1 hour just to check on your little tiny illness other than your parents. 
No one will be willing to borrow a shoulder for you whenever you are down and sick. 

I have no idea where is the friendship once between us,
I never blame that we become further because of works, 
I never blame that we no longer us just because of families issues.
I blame that why I never do something when the unpleasantness starts growing between us.
I blame that why I never try to understand each of you while I still have the time with you guys. 

What to do?

Always the last word and the word we try to stop the ill feeling in ourselves. 

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