08.05.2020

08.05.2020 is a day which actually mark the date of the revival of "Independent Women"

I heard your confess and all your encounter in another place
At that moment, I actually question myself:

"What have I done to help you out from those tragedies?"

"You are really braver than what I have thought on you."

"What is the matter really changed you, until you have lost your childishness and immaturity?"

I felt so useless on myself of doing nothing when those things happened on you.
On the same time, I felt so ridiculous of those who actually never treat you well.
So sorry for not being there for you when you actually need someone to be there,
truly apologize which I did say it over and over again.

You are your own hero,
who actually save yourself from the things that you were holding on so tight which turned back on you as well.
Maybe if these things ever happened earlier in 2 years ago,
I will not change my decision also.

Thank you for getting back to us.
Thank you for holding us still as the good one.
Thank you for the 2 years time which it showed us the worth of our relationship.
Thank you for taking the lead in confessing to us.
Thank you for letting us know how much care you did.

2020 is not the best year throughout in my life,
but it's definitely a good year after so many things happened.

I did not wish that we can actually get back to who we were.
But I feel blessed that something that actually bothered me for so long,
got back to it's place.
I am still appreciate of the 2 years gap we had to allow us grown.
We become stronger and firmer in believing what made us here.

"When it rains, it pours"